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Mon, Sep. 6th, 2004 02:45 am

an update, if you will. college is still sweet. the phi psis are still cool. im meeting a lot of quality kids, and a lot of lunch money kids. ive been having a kicking time partying and such. i dont see how itll ever get old. i got a care package from mom saturday, which was basically food and towels and money. real good stuff there. so a point to all of this, yes. right. well, i dont really have one. ill be home this thursday which i hope will be slammin.im gonna try to hold of my laundary until then. i still need a haircut. matty wants to go to the sth vs strake game for some wierd reason. im a little home sick. mostly i miss my bed. theres a girl who sleeps with me sometimes, and by that i mean just sleeping, and a twin size bed is not enough room for 2 people. i miss my queen so badly. my room is like the spot in brogdon. theres always people here. its a great place up here. yeah okay so i guess by now i should say that im a little tipsy. 18 jello shots and a few beers catch up with you after a while. and i thought i was sober. tee hee. anywho i got a float in about 8 hours so i think im gonna catch some sleep.

-billy-

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Mon, Aug. 23rd, 2004 01:14 pm

okay so im on mattys computer for my first update on the college life. its pretty much pointless to leave comments now expecting me to get back to them. so the second night i was here i recieved a bid to pledge phy kappa psy and was the second person asked. thems guys are awesome. matty got his a couple of nights ago. chris has his interview today and poor poor jesse cant join yet. this has to be the greatest school ever. between yeager bombs, keg stands, shotguns, meeting way too many people, and sleeping in random girls beds, i hardly have time to soak it all in. ive already changed, so has everyone else that i hang out with. if you think you knew me, think again. im having the best time of my life here partying and such, but school starts in 2 days. if anyone wants to come down and hang out, just call me. we have an extra bed for you. laters

-billy-

Current Mood: happy happy
Current Music: Brand New - Deja Entendu

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Tue, Aug. 17th, 2004 02:59 am

this one goes out to david:

so whats up? not much... yourself? same, same... is this supposed to accomplish something? i suppose. what, then? what do you mean? what will this accomplish? are you talking about the typing part or is there something bigger on your mind? i guess both? i dont think you have to use a question mark there. well i had to use some type of punctuation... a period doesnt really lend itself to uncertainty. stop trying to sound smart. sorry. so? well i guess this is where we're supposed to let go of everything, start anew, like you always said. yeah, i guess... but what if we dont want to? yeah, i know what you mean. yeah. well, maybe we dont entirely have to. i think we do... you know why. yeah yeah because of the conscience. yeah, thats right. hmm. hmm indeed. we should probably try to create two different worlds, you know, a college and a home life. thats retarded. not really. yeah it is, because one day it would all have to merge again and shit would hit the roof. true... so what do you suggest? i suggest we stop playing games and just be who we're supposed to be. you mean we should be who im supposed to be... and you should just merge back. i guess so, but thats retarded too. you missed a comma there. youre a dick head who doesnt capitalize or use correct punction, so bite me. whatever. keep on track. i could care less, either way i stay, youre the one who should be worried. you make this out to sound as if im another personality... but you and i are one in the same, remember? yeah yeah. im just what you wanted to do but knew you shouldnt... but i think in order for all of this to work i should just remain quiet and allow you to take control. we're not different personalities? im you just more apparent... it makes sense, trust me. i suppose. so then its settled... ill just remain quiet and allow you to make your decisions. but that means we.. i'll have to listen to my conscience again. yeah, but isnt that what youve always wanted deep down? i suppose so, but then what about all of the old promises? thats up to you to keep... you made them, you keep them. youre right there... but what if i make things like it used to be? then i guess ill have to bitch slap your mind right. that doesnt make sense. sure it does. i guess. so will you miss her? of course, shes special. will you try something again when you come back? i dont know, it depends on if someone new enters me life... which in this case is very likely. yeah, well, techincally she was never standing in. well, techincally she wasnt, but it felt as if she was... it was a good feeling. i know. so weve got a lot of work ahead of us. well, you do... but, i figure youve learned a lot from me so there will always be that flair of me in everything you do, and i know youll pose as me, you always do. youre right. so, this is the last youll hear from me for a while... make me proud. no doubt d, no doubt

-decoy- and -billy-

Current Mood: content content
Current Music: Distillers - For Tonight You're Only Here to Know

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Sun, Aug. 15th, 2004 12:31 am

so comes the inevitable update. a lots happened in the past week. disillusionment has struck, anticipation has quickened, and fear has gripped. technically its sunday so i have 3 days left. not exactly the best time to be leaving right now, what with all thats happening in my life. but as i see it i have 3 days left to set things straight before i leave so i can leave with a clean slate and a clear conscience, as much as thats going to help. what an awesome summer its been, despite it all. finally met the right friends i need to, finally got the best friend to suit me. this ones to you kids, you know who you are

-decoy-

Current Mood: discontent discontent
Current Music: Vendetta Red - Ambulance Chaser

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Sun, Aug. 8th, 2004 06:19 pm

hmm... this headache that i have right now ive had for 5 days. gay. anywho. last night was kevins "going away party". it was cool. me and david skipped out for an hour to hang out with marion and jordan. i woke up at 11 this morning and was home by 1130. when i got home i popped some tylenol and went to bed around noon. i didnt wake up until 6. crazy. im pretty distracted right now so this entry is pretty vague. tonight i may be hanging out with people... or possibly not. who knows. hey, my headaches gone... wierd...

-decoy-

Current Mood: crappy crappy
Current Music: Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

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Fri, Aug. 6th, 2004 02:18 pm

so lets see. a couple of nights ago i had a kick ass night... sorta. it was kinda cut short thanks to more drama with my friends. but i was feeling extremelt lucky wednesday night... for a few minutes. yeah so wednesday morning i woke up with a horrible headache and it hasnt left me yet. sucks hard. in fact, last night i went to bed at like 8 and really didnt wake up until 11 this morning. im still feeling not so good. but im trying to play it off so just in case jordan still wants to go to gtown i can go. but regardless im seeing her tonight, somehow. ef my head. my first shipment from my online clothes shopping came in today... hot. okay well i just thought id throw a rockin update in here... now i get to go have more fever dreams

-decoy-

Current Mood: sick sick
Current Music: Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades

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Wed, Aug. 4th, 2004 12:59 pm

man last night was possibly one of the best nights of the summer. there was a half-hearted reconciliation between my friends and everything seems to be fine. one of my craziest dreams became a reality... it was always one of those dreams that you never said out loud for fear of being laughed at for the absurdity. but apparently it wasnt as absurd as i thought it was. anyways im extremely happy right now because not only did i have a great night its wednesday which means that its fine eatery night. ta

-decoy-

Current Mood: ecstatic ecstatic
Current Music: Midtown - Nothing Is Ever What It Seems

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Tue, Aug. 3rd, 2004 12:19 am

man its so awesome not having work anymore... the past year was always limited because of work... it always loomed in the back of my head and i had to plan around it. but now... heh, the days AND nights are mine! so sunday we celebrated my moms bday by going to carne y cerveza and david came along. then me and david went to the marq*e to see harold and kumar go to white castle, which was very funny, and jordan and marion came and met up with us. then of course we went to the house of pies. but then me and david went back to jordans house and commander marion tried to make us a fort but she failed... miserably. and apprently me and david were really tired because we fell asleep mid-conversation. and apparently while asleep i tried to make more conversation but only managed short sputters of unintelligent fragments. its all good though. something about waking up in between marion and jordan... its just... mmm. so i had to get up and take david to work and i came home and loitered until i had to take my dad to physical therapy. then dewayne came over and we picked up my cousin and his friend andrew and we went out to the woodlands to see lerin at the lobsta. still very hott. people seem to forget that me and lerin were more than just fuck buddies. she probably understands me more than anyone alive. she knows all of my secrets... ALL of them, she knows when im lying, and she knows how i really am, and i think thats why she opened up to me so much. ahh nothing like dwelling on the past. then i dropped everyone off and met up with david and jordan and marion at the house of pies and then made my way back home. right now im trying to get david and kevin back together... then my world will be a little saner. by the by, get the new midtown cd... its matt kic approved

-decoy-

Current Mood: hopeful hopeful
Current Music: Midtown - To Our Savior

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Mon, Aug. 2nd, 2004 04:29 pm

so a lot of wierd stuff has been going around within my circle of friends lately. somehow ive managed to remain, for the most part, loyal to all of my friends. i try not to get too involved with what goes on between other people. if its one thing ill remember that my mom told me its that "life is too short for all the bullshit". i guess thats what i live my life by. i try not to hold grudges and always give people the benefit of the doubt. my perfect point in case is chris hall. for no reason at all i had a horrible disdain for him but then i gave him a chance and realized that hes an extremely funny guy. and yes i know there are people that i dont like for no reason, but theres exceptions to every rule :) anywho, i hope that all of my friends are able to realize that one minor discrepancy or even a few is no reason to put all the good times that there were behind them and the ones that should be to never happen... i love you all. but you especially... you know who you are ;)

-decoy-

Current Mood: contemplative contemplative
Current Music: Midtown - So Long as We Keep Our Bodies Numb We're Safe

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Fri, Jul. 30th, 2004 02:14 pm

nast night was awesome i guess. i get off work and call david but jordan answers his phone and tells me that theyre going to see the midnight showing of the village. that movie sucked. anyways, kevin and matt decided to go home and me and david accompanied marion and jordan back to jordans house. of course, we had to have our ben and jerrys chocolate chip cookie dough so we made our way toward the 24hour krogers and got 2 of the ice cream, a couple of things of "mozza sticks", some triscuits, and some saltines. we did the eat a few crackers and see if you have any saliva thing... it was cute. i ended up staying until about 4:30am until my mom called me to come home. after tonight, ill have one more day of work. speaking of work, i gotta go get ready

-decoy-

Current Mood: tired tired
Current Music: Yellowcard - Sureshot

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