i try to read through my old posts but i dont know what i was talking about half the time. but i do put it quite eloquently, i must say. its weird that i dont talk to jordan or marion anymore, i think. i dont know. anyways, i had quite an interesting night last night... well the past few nights. so i think it was wednesday night that natalie starts texting me again because i guess her and her boy were having problems and shes trying to set me up for the rebound. then she just blows me up with texts, from colorado mind you, just non stop. then yesterday, while im hungover from being with kieth and some old st thomas boys at the bar all night, she starts texting me again, talking about old times that i quite honestly dont remember. and this goes on regularly all day and culminates last night before me and chris were heading out to morgan and kieths party with her telling me her bf just dumped her. great, just fucking great. i told her things that i wish i hadnt... now im sucked in there and theres pretty much nothing i can do. which isnt all bad, i just feel like im too into her or too trusting of this girl or something and im gonna get played or burned again i dont know. and as if that wasnt enough girl bullshit, that girl sarah who is a huge whore is clinging to me like money on a jew. she wants to come down 2 days after i go back to san marcos and stay with me for like 2 weeks or something... no way sir, no way. especially not now. especially when raini tells me shes coming to texas for a week in january, that week being the 3rd through the 10th. i have to see her this time, ill quit work to see her if i have to. i love that girl. and then theres sheridan, who i dont even know if shes gonna be another whorey player when the semester starts again... its just like i predicted for myself when i was a freshman, just coming a few years later. anyways, i think im gonna go get some food. god i love sean bateman. you know you do too.